... paradise...

Hello from the Atlantis in the Bahamas .... the sun is shining, the ocean is blue and the sand is fantastic! This truly is an opportunity to embrace the beauty and goodness found all around and not just in a resort atmophere. The people are wonderful, warm-hearted and awesome! There will be many stories to share once this trip is done ... until then my friends - love and blessings from my heart to yours - apachebluemoon

... to be "in spirit" is to be inspired ....

I have been reflecting on the entire premise behind this idea of distance healing and how this mode of expression can serve the purpose it has been intended for. The birthing of the "Distance Healing" website is simply another means of creating awareness. It is my deepest hope and desire that this instrument of creative expression will in fact resonate and touch the hearts of many, and, provide a platform for each of you to connect with your own unique, divine heart song. This sharing is by no means an attempt to preach a certain point of view. These writings are merely an opportunity for the heart to be tugged. The expressions found within the readings come primarily through the spirit of "apachebluemoon", which is just one of the sacred medicines I have been blessed to communicate through.
It can be in the space of distance that the heart of one may be reached and touched enough to open up to "see" and "know "a deeper meaning and understanding of circumstance. It is within this sanctuary that one's true purpose here on this plane of existence can be found ...
I offer my heart-felt thanks and gratitude for the infinite love, support and guidance I have been blessed to receive from so many in my almost 40 years of life. It certainly is the catalyst behind this website - for I ask, without all of you, where would the true purpose of this serving be found .... may the abundance of love, light and peace always be within your hearts .... namaste!
apachebluemoon

.. "the last testament of a beautiful soul" ...

This writing is a heartfelt tribute to the spirit of a beautiful soul; one who was able to touch the hearts of many whom never had the blessed opportunity of sitting in her physical presence. I being just one of those people who has been forever moved through the shared experiences of such a young girl. It was through the sharing of her writings that Kelsey King's faith in God and true appreciation for the deeper meaning of life will forever be etched in my mind and soul. I give thanks to Gordon Sinclair, the Free Press and to the family of Kelsey for opening the door for all of us to see the beauty that will always be in the rememberance of this life ...Kelsey you have gifted so many through the sharings of your heart. Amongst the pain being felt by those of your closest family and friends in this short time since your passing, there is a sense of comfort that will remain because of the truth, courage and faith that you have given to all.
As written by Kelsey King - "a child's first word is so wonderful to their parents ... I think a person's last words will define them, and what they were in life." Kelsey's last ever written words on March 4, 2006 were as follows:
"Watches, clocks, numbers. The ticking ... suffocates me ... I try to think of the Lord's plans for me as I listen coldly to the hands or the ticking of the clock. It's like breaths of fresh air are dwindling, but I have to understand heaven's fresh air is waiting for me, too."

"May the angel's wings of love lift you to your sacred place. May you find the rest needed to continue on with your beautiful journey. May you see and know the difference you made to so many in your time here on Earth. May you feel the love that will always remain eternal in the hearts of all whom were blessed to know the angel within you .... soar high my friend - forever in heart, apachebluemoon

... a prayer of thanks ...

This writing is an offer of heart gratitude and blessed thanks to the Creator whenever one is given the opportunity to accept change in the space of relations with anothers' divine growth - and so it is!

I love you completely and honour you always. You are
and will always be to me my perfect love. My gift to
you is infinite happiness for a life that is meant to
be lived to the fullest. There is no loss, but rather
a deeper closeness and connection of "one" that is
ever-present and never-ending ... always and forever!
apachebluemoon

...daily stirrings from the heart ...

April 10, 2006
"The balanced energy is the birthing energy. I used to say that the birthing energy was all feminine - - its not. You have to push and you have to be. It's such a potent example of the dance of the feminine and masculine together, the dance that is the creative energy of life!" - Joyce Irvine ( as borrowed from the daily guru site)
May we find peace and contentment within the nature of our elements ... apachebluemoon


April 9, 2006
As stated in Rigpa's glimpse of the day: "We have been taught to spend our lives chasing our thoughts and projections. Even when the "mind" is talked about, it is only thoughts and emotions that are referred to; and when our researchers study what they imagine to be the mind, they look only at its projections. No one ever really looks into the mind itself, the ground from which all these expressions arise; and this has tragic consequences ..."

May we be blessed with the wisdom to explore the deeper realms of meaning and truths in order to connect with the divine source of all ancient knowings of the spirit and soul - for it is within this space of source and beginnings that we remember who we are ... apachebluemoon

April 8, 2006

"All new beginnings require that you unlock a new door." - Rebbe Nachman

May you have the desire to dream with your heart's passion and to serve the gifts of spirit freely ... apachebluemoon

April 6, 2006

"Angels, like parables and fine poetry, speak in many layers of meaning and mystery, trying to express the inexpressible. If we ignore them, our lives are the poorer" - Archbishop Desmond Tutu

This quote supports the many meetings we as human beings have on this earth plane. Be it sitting beside a stranger on a shared flight from the Bahamas ( that's for you Debbie) or whatever simple encounter we may experience, the choice to ignore the opportunity that is presented to us in that very sacred moment of connection is the loss. To miss out on the chance to share a meaningful connection and receive whatever soul food is being served in that space is the result when one remains closed off to the divine interactions that are around each of us all the time. There are no coinkidinks ... by this I believe that every moment and every encounter holds within it great meaning and guidance for our chosen path. I have found that we are surrounded by earthly angels that show up just in the right moment for us to receive .... only if our heart is open to this divine method of communication. May your day be filled with the magic and abundance of all things good; may your heart be open to be touched through the angelic message of love ... apachebluemoon

April 5, 2006

There is an old yiddish proverb that says: "If I try to be like him, who will be like me?" Within this crazy busy daily life we are all apart of, it tends to be quite simple for our true essense to be lost. I do believe that this is just one of many by-products that are the result of one's reliance on outside sources to define the inner core of whom we all are. The ability to believe in self is truly the journey at hand that requires a discipline like no other. It is a choice to "see" beyond what most of us are able to view while trapped within the illusions of grandeur. The inner peace that so many are in search of will be felt and graciously bestowed once the denial process is halted; for it is only then that the depth of our light and beauty can shine in the manner it was meant to! May the spirit that lives within us all be united with the physical road that will allow for the nurturing and sharing of our own uniqueness - for it is within this harmonious connection that our spiritual authenticity will be birthed ... in light and love always, apachebluemoon

March 21, 2006
"The most important thing is not to get trapped in what is seen everywhere in the West, a "shopping mentality": shopping around from master to master, teaching to teaching, without any continuity or real, sustained dedication to any one discipline. Nearly all the great spiritual masters of all traditions agree that the essential thing is to master one way, one path to truth, by following one tradtion with all of your heart and mind to the end of the spiritual journey, while, of course, remaining open and respectful towards the insights of all others. In Tibet, it is said "knowing one, you accomplish all." The modern faddish idea that we can always keep all our options open and so never need commit ourselves to anything is one of the greatest and most dangerous delusions of our culture, and one of ego's most effective ways of sabotaging our spiritual search" - Rigpa
For anyone interested in the site that offers these daily insights, it can be found at - glimpse@rigpa.org
... let us remember that today can be the first day of the rest of our lives - what better time than the present to begin anew ... apachebluemoon




March 20, 2006
In the beginner's mind there are many possibilities; in the expert's mind there are few. - Shunryu Suzuki
This certainly is a good one to ponder - it's origins come from the buddhist faith and my experience is to not jump too quickly to a conclusion. Allow for the words to sink in within your silent space and then allow for whatever truth may come to mind ... may your day be blessed with the inner peace that will allow for deeper understandings - apachebluemoon


March 19, 2006
While writing an earlier post, the song that came over the radio waves was one that was in complete alignment with my inner thoughts as to what I wanted to share as a daily heart stirring. The song "Love Lift Me" by artist Amanda Marshall has a very powerful lyric that tends to make my heart want to sing along. Music has a way of reaching the soul in a healing capacity like no other ... take a moment and allow the heart to connect with whatever song is calling out to you!

LOVE LIFT ME - Amanda Marshall
" ... but its so simple sometimes, just to lay your heart open wide/If you
want to get to heaven, then you gotta take the ride/
Love lift me, wherever you are//Convince me, I'm safe in your arms/
Love lift me/Make sense of it all/Teach me to fly/And don't let me fall
... Gotta fumble in the dark if you wanna see the light ...
Love lift me/Wherever you are/Convince me I'm safe in your arms/
I'm waiting on you/Cause nothing can lift me the way that you do/
Only love can take me higher ... I wanna fly!!"

May your days be filled with laughter and song ... apachebluemoon

March18, 2006
"When our mortal eyes close on this world for the last time, our angels open our spiritual eyes and escort us personally before the face of God." - Eileen Elias Freeman
Thank you to a beautiful angel named Kelsey ... apachebluemoon

March 17, 2006
A question to ponder ... how many of us know of things that we would like to do but never give ourselves the permission to try because we feel we are absent of what we believe is necessary in order to succeed? I know I have been incredibly guilty of this on far too many occasions to account for. It wasn't until I realized amongst my own self-imposed sabbotage that I, little old me, was the only one and will be the only one ever "responsible" for my desired outcomes. I needed to break through the "fear" of all the roadblocks that I was allowing to steer the vehicle. Whether they were the basis of anothers' thoughts or the premise created by society that dictates who is capable of success; once I realized that the fears were only "false expectations appearing real", I was only then able to remove the veil of scarcity that I had become so accustomed to believing in. It wasn't until then, that I truly was certain that success is simply the courage it takes for one to follow the heart's desire, the strength to stay true to the passion within, the grace to allow for the natural unfoldments and the gratitude to know that the power to succeed will always be found within one's ability to BELIEVE!
May the sun shine on all of your dreams; may each of you never stop believing in the real power of you and may the world always be touched by the light of your spirit ..... apachebluemoon




March 16, 2006
May you have:
A world of wishes at your command, God and His angels close at hand. Friends and
family their love impart, and Irish blessings in your heart! Happy 11th Birthday my sweet angel girl KELLY ....


March 15, 2006
True ecstasy is passive: it overwhelms the heart without
any intention or deliberate effort. It is the fruit of spiritual
devotion and worship ... Qushayri, "Risalah"

May your days be filled with an abundance of ecstasy, the joy of laughter and a lifetime of
love, light and peace - always .... apachebluemoon

Self -Love ... the essence of transformation

The importance of self-love is immeasureable. The healing of one's spirit, truly, is dependant upon one's ability to first embrace the gift of love that resides within us all and then engage in the natural process of giving. Love is "for giving" .... it is within this process that the heart will receive all of what is needed. To love the self appears to be a simple concept. I do believe that people have the present awareness to understand that most inner challenges can be resolved through the process of self-love. The obstacle however that continually surfaces in this growth process is the simple fact that although most people can recite the idea of self-love, there appears to be no clear means of attaining this inherent gift that resides within all hearts. Yes, there are thousands of self-help books and seminars readily available to those whom are seeking guidance on this topic. The industry supporting this form of expression is truly on the rise as so many of us are needing methods to deal with the dis-eases of today's society. The increasing need to feel and know inner peace is something that is becoming an important staple in our existence. There has been a definite shift within the universe that is now in support of the feminine principles. We are seeing more and more celebrities utilize their own platforms in an attempt to create a humanitarian awareness to suppport a movement into that of compassion and uncondional love. This truly is the beginning of more to come ... as spoken in the words of John Lennon ... "imagine all the people, living life in peace" ....
I came across a quote written by Share Gardner that I would like to share regarding ones' interpretation of self-love. It is as follows: Self-love is the single most important healing concept you can master in your journey toward enlightenment. No medicine is as effective, no energy as powerful, no process as simple. No matter who you are or what your life story is all about, learning to think of yourself with warmth, generosity and nurturance will add a hugh measure of abundance and joy to your life and to the lives of those you touch -
... may your journey begin ....